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Name: Cynthia
Birthday: 9th Jan 1989
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Came across a few Jesse McCartney's songs today. It's actually pretty good, some personal favs are It's Over, How do you sleep?, Leavin', Just so you know

And here's the lyrics for It's Over -Jesse McCartney

We've run out of words
We've run out of time
We've run out of reasons
Really, why are we together?
We both know it's over, baby
Bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough, I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just all it quits
Its probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls its cause

Cause I'm not coming back
I'm closing the door
I used to be tripping over missing you
But I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone
Baby, your picture's gone
I couldn't stand to see your smile
Every time you dial

Cause it's over
Girl, you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressing 7
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryin to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over
I swear it girl
It's over this time
So don't be callin leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby cause it's over

I still wake up every morning
Quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal
Right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
With no trouble staying occupied

They ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need is another episode
Keep conversations short and sweet cause

Cause I'm not coming back
I'm closing the door
I used to be tripping over missing you
But I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone
Baby, your picture's gone
I couldn't stand to see your smile
Every time you dial

Cause it's over
Girl, you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressing 7
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryin to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over
I swear it girl
It's over this time
So don't be callin leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby cause it's over

You know that its over when the burning and yearning inside your heart
Ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you and move you
Like the way she moved you before
And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes
Out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better

Girl it's over
Girl, you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressing 7
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryin to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over
I swear it girl
It's over this time
So don't be callin leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby cause it's over

Cause it's over
Girl, you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressing 7
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryin to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over
I swear it girl
It's over this time
So don't be callin leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby cause it's over

- trying to figure out myself;
2:19 AM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Havent updated for more den a month now..lols..well, since, was back in kch(where i was kinda internet deprived cos modem was fcked..lols)..anyways, while back in kch, was hanging out wif my girls and homies, now dat i'm back in kl, am totally missing it, well, the grass is always greener on the other side huh? lols...anyways, a few days before i came back to kl, my results for sem 1 were out, rather dissapointing yet pretty lucky..haha! However, guess my luck ran out for 1 paper which is totally fcked cos gotta retake it dis sem and totally screwed my chances for transfering to clayton or caulfield campuses, melbourne...so yea, i messed up pretty bad, nonetheless, my parents were rather encouraging, considering da fact dat i messed up lik shit dis time...well, guess they figured how dissapointed i was at myself for screwing it up dis bad dis time...gawd, currently, dunno wad i'm gonna do abt da transfering to aus thing...am actually considering med but after talking to my parents, they'd prefer me to stick to wad i'm doing...and when i told some frens they were like ur parents would totally love dis idea...ryt...but, when i heard wad my dad actually planned out for me, i felt even more terrible so, am gonna give dis new sem (which have been goin on for a week now) a whole new approach..hopefully, will make it thru considering i totally fcked up my main motivation to study...urghhh..but owels, no point looking back, wads done is done, all i can do is change da upcoming days. Hopefully, my change in lifestyle could be achieved dis sem...haha! but, having said dat, i soooo needa club..lols...havent clubbed since i got back and apparently, evvon's grounded n mic is abstaining from clubbin..we'll see =P Since i got back to kl, have been hanging out wif mic, hann, evvon, cheryl, jason, ing haw and da kch guys etc...and seriously, we didn't club..but owels, it's only been a week now, i'm so not convinced we're totally gonna quit clubbing, maybe minimise but not quit...haha! Went swimming wif mic den went for seafood dinner at Jln. Imbi wif the gang yesterday(considering it's 7.06am)...was pretty gud. Oh yea, and since i got back, i'm becoming an insomniac all over again...darn it..

- trying to figure out myself;
6:46 AM