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Name: Cynthia
Birthday: 9th Jan 1989
Location: Kuching, Sarawak
School: Lodge, Taylor's University College, Monash University Malaysia
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Monday, November 12, 2007

Leave Right Now -Will Young

Im here
Just like I said
Though its breaking every rule I've ever made
My racin' heart
Is just the same
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I'd love to say I do
Give everything to you
But I can never now be true
So I say
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave ri-ight no-oow
Feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
I'm here
So please explain
Why you're openin' up a healin' wound aga-ain
I'm a little more careful
Perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs, at least I'm spared the lows
Now I tremble in your ar-arms
What could be the ha-arm
To feel my spirit calm
So I say
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave ri-ight no-oow
I'm feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
I wouldn’t know ho-oow to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you’ve got your smile back
Now you say your right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten twice is shy
If I’m proud perhaps I should explain
I couldn’t bear to lose you again
Mmm mmm mmm
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave ri-ight no-oow
Feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right no-ow
Yes I will
I think I'd better leave right now
I'm feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now

see? Who says my blog is dead =P

- trying to figure out myself;
10:24 PM


Your Game- Will Young

I see you floating it constantly
You're making me feel like you and I could be real
But then you're flipping the game
You walk away and turn your back baby
Stop treading on me baby
Cos I'm mystified
And you know I've tried
I just can't get through to you
Chorus
What you gonna do
I don't know
What you gonna say
I ain't sure
Always the same
All the time
Every day
Played my mind
I can't keep wasting my time on your game
Ain't no doubt about it x4
I've taken all that I can
I've given to you my all
But you don't seem to respond baby
Oh I can't stand all this waiting
Cos my patience is fading
Pretty soon I'll be gone
Let's rectify it
You can't deny it
The way that you feel for me
Tell me
Repeat Chorus
I can't keep wasting my time on your game
No more, no more
No more wasted time
Playing your game
I've seen this all before
Time and time, no way
Cos I'm mystified
You know that I've tried
I just can't get through to you
Repeat Chorus x2
I can't keep wasting my time on your game
No more, no more
No more wasted time
Playing your game
I've seen this all before
Time
Ain't no doubt about it x4

- trying to figure out myself;
10:23 PM

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Here's another song by butch walker dat rawks, its called cigarette lighter love song

And I know you're not asleep
I can feel you moving over there
You've been playing with the seams
In your worn out underwear
And my lips are raw as hell
From biting on 'em just to stay awake
But its not like I'm gonna need 'em,
Cause you won't be around
To see them bleed and break
(Chorus)
All that ill do, comes back to you
So I'll just think about you 'til there's nothing in my head
All I can do, is try not to screw this up again
And just be friends I'd rather be dead
And I drove outta east Atlanta
With a headache the size of my car
And I called to say I was okay, anyway
Cause I know how you are
You know I'm like a movie without a ending
You know I got nowhere to go
And it makes me wanna throw up
To see you wanna give up more than you'll ever know
(Chorus)
Everything's supposed to have a happy ending
But the record keeps keeps skipping
And the needle keeps bending
Like the road I'm driving to the bridge that has no end
I wanna take back everything that I've broken,
But the bridges behind me are burnin' and smokin',
I guess this is the end
(Chorus)

- trying to figure out myself;
4:49 PM


another good song by busted-why ....my blog is turnin so depressin wif all these lyrics..hehe...but hey. beta den not bloggin at all ryt ;)

Look at me
Up in the sky
I watch the world just pass me by
And all my feelings
Give me away
It's happening more everyday

Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great
Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great

But how can I
Try to explain
Your story never seems to stay the same
You're out of touch
And I'm out of time
Just talk to me a while
And joke about
The things we used to see
Its so hard for me to smile

I've never felt so alone
After all of this there's
So much left to lose
And I'll take a piece of stone
I promise you I never meant to

Well how can I complain
When everybody seems to know my name
You're out of luck and I'm out of line
It's such a selfish comprimise
A self-indulgent useless bunch of lies
I never thought you would believe

Hold me now
Don't wake me up
Pull me down
And then back up
All again for all to see

Low down
Whisper
A guilty stare
Your stagnant beauty makes me glare
Silly games
In the sun
In the sun
In the sun
Oh in the sun

How can I complain
Your story never seems to stay the same
I'm out of luck and you're out of line
It's such a selfish compromise
A self-indulgent useless bunch of lies
I never thought you would believe

Go!

Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great
Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great

Well maybe a change will keep me high
Stop me thinking wondering why

- trying to figure out myself;
1:36 AM

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Been forever since i blogged..lol...anyways, wanna make a shout out to one of my biatches....CHERRRRR!!!!!..hehe! Sorry i'm kinda late cos i couldn't access my blogger acc..so yea....anyways, just wanted u to noe dat just becos i was dat late at callin...i feel awful...but anyways, love ya to pieces....cant wait to hang when i get back...yea, it was horrible, we din get to chill n catch up when i was back last week..anyways, lets just wait for kit la. =) Anyways, happy beeeeelated bday...supposed to be 5th Nov but hey, its da tot dat counts ryt? =P keke...anyways, am in da middle of my exams now, 2 papers down, 3 to go...such a drag...owels...wad to do ryt?...but wadeva, am still gonna go party tonite..dis girl needs to de-stress..hehe...dis excuse works all da time....anyways, am loving dis song...check it out...kinda sappy but dunno wad got into me...all i noe is dat i'm lovin it...haha


I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight
Without a word
I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear
I'd tell you this
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
'Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I memorized the number
So why can't I make the call?
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
No no no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
Everything that I hold in
Is everything I can't let go
Can't let go, yeah
Cause baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, oh
I'm inconsolable, woah yeah
I'm inconsolable, yeah

- trying to figure out myself;
6:46 PM