Yesterday, went to have our photo shoot at Steph's place. it was alrite but pretty tiring. We had to get pretty dressed up n all dat...lol...yea, make-up etc. So anyways, afta we were done, went 4 dinner cos we were all starved..haha! Den, went to Bing for a caffeine fix, met up wif sum frens for a drink, n last nite, stayed over at holiday inn wif sum frens. Winnie finally earned her mum's trust to let here stay ova wif us...(gud 4 ya gurl!) We had a fun nite, drank pretty much but was sober enuff to jaga myself n get myself sum water so was fine...lol. Well, was at MC3 , dancing, havin fun den, winnie n piv came running into MC wif pale looks on their faces...at first, tot dey was a huge fite n we beta leave but den, found out dat their frens told dem there were gonna be a police raid, being less den a mth away from gettin my license to club in Kuching( DOB = 9th Jan 1989), i would still be underaged so just grabbed Suleen who looked pretty blur and da whole group of us (17 yrs old ba....) had to cabut n went downstairs....lol...den, a huge group of da crowd at MC actually followed us down..hehe! i tink we actually spoiled sumone's burfday..oops, our bad. Anyways, we tot it was a prank dat my fren's fren were playin on us until Shirley aka Chee actually saw dis cop van pass dat area..so we were like, okay, whether da cops were just drivin ard or whether dey were gonna raid da place, lets just play safe, no way am i sleepin in a cell dat nite...haha! Pretty embarrasing yet it was very funny...lol! So, we went to Grappa instead. When we just arrived, we say dis cop car directly opposite da place so we were like, fuk....haha! so we drove ard a few rounds until a fren told us da coast was clear so we went back to Grappa since da nite was still young. It was a pretty fun nite, we left at ard 2.30 am i tink. well, yea, more or less, den we went 4 supper n maybe got back to da room at holiday inn at ard 3 sumthin. Den, da gurls started tellin ghost stories n i was really freakin out...haha! Yea, i'm admittin i'm scared...so? LOL! Anyways, i was really smelly due to da smoke n all dat but was kinda freaked out so i just waited until 6 sumthin nearly 7am to shower...haha! Kit, piv n steph slept pretty early, maybe ard 5am den cher, winnie, suleen n i actually stayed up tryin to watch sum TV but da vids on MTV n Channel V at those hrs were so bad dat we ended up choosin National Geographic or Discovery Channel over dem...yea, imagine dat. -.-" Sumthin more surprising (if u noe her like i do), Cher said sumthin like " I can watch National Geographic all day" or sumthin like "I like watchin national geographic"...i mean, how can sumone who does not watch sports AT ALL say sumthin liddat. n it's CHER!!! so yea, nvr tot there would be a day i hear sumthin liddat from her. Owels, goes to prove da sayin, "never judge a book by its cover" to be ryt again. Anyways, at ard 6 sumthin, cher, winnie n suleen went to sleep so i showered den slept ard 7am...for like 15 minutes den cher's phone kept ringing so i just woke up n got really hyper n woke everyone else up cos i couldn't shut up..haha! Cher's reaction was priceless...owels, who ask her phone wake me up...muahahahaha...(jk la) Den, ard 10.25am, da photographers came along n we picked our pics to be developed, will upload dem when i get em. So, here i am, blogging cos i didnt wanna go shopping..man, i'm supposed to be sleepin i tink but i guess dat 15 minutes power nap thing really worked. Anyways, here r sum pics:

one of da pics from da BL prom

Kit's bikini goes wif my shirt...lol

Hehe! Kit is dreaming of making an ANNOUNCEMENT i tink cos she woke up n said dat n went back 2 sleep

They're tired alrite

Cher sure likes National Geographic

Lookin "great" wif my huge eyebags

- trying to figure out myself;
4:00 PM

Danny's Guide to Law School

hehe! sumthin 4 whoever's considering law school but dun get me wrong ya? i have nth against law sch n i tink it's pretty cool but i just tot dis was stupid but kinda funny. :D cheers

- trying to figure out myself;
5:59 PM

~10th-12th December '06~
Last 10th-12th was at damai beach wif frens. Didn't get much tan...lol. Well, on da day of departure, ben, ivan, mark n jeremiah had to wait 4 me for like maybe 1 to 2 hrs till i reached holiday inn...hehe! yea, i have issues wif bein punctual..haha! Anyways, we all (abt 13 of us) squeezed in a chalet cos we only found out dat da actual price b4 discount was RM506...lol...yea, so we decided to only get 2 rooms n we shall all squeeze in one of em.....da first nite, slept quite comfortably but 2nd nite....holy....i twisted my neck or sumthin...haha! it was freezin cold, shit happened here n der but on da whole, it was a nice trip, it was great dat we finally hung out afta sum of us were abroad 4 abt a yr plus. Part of me realise dat we all shall hardly have da chance to have trips like dis again, at least not anytime soon. But yea, moving forward, so wadeva or however things turn out or wherever life brings us, dis trip will always be a part of my memories of da good old times we had. Darn, i'm being sentimental n lame as usual.... xP ...gettin teary-eyed yet? Lol! Anyhows, will try to get hold of pics cos i didn't bring my camera...hehe!

~13th December '06~
I just got back from clubbin at ard 12.50 sumthin am, nearly 1....yea, so early...haha! cos frens left earlier so not much ppl left to dance wif le...no fun...hehe! Before dat, we went to SMK Batu Lintang's prom where Kenny Sia was da MC....funny guy...he's dis well-known blogger n all but i only read his blog once...hehe!....maybe will start readin his blog more sumtime since dey all say it's really funny. Anyways, afta dat we all went clubbin but yea, just as me n steph were startin to get high, most of our frens were leavin so den leave lor, so here i am...bloggin...lol! well, at least i'm back on time to watch table 4 three n besides, there's always nex time. Btw, ppl who went 2day n noe wad i'm tokin abt, mission failed again cos was too busy, havin my own fun, dancing n all dat...lol...owels... =D hehe!
Dats me in da purple dress =P

- trying to figure out myself;
1:03 AM

Well, i'm finally a free woman (sorta..lol!), since 4th Dec actually. hehe! Da last paper screwed me up a bit, i wuldn't say dat i did well in spm but lets just say, wads done is done, no point pondering on wad u cant change, move on. Well, have been spending my time hangin out wif frens mostly....Dat chapter of my high school life is finally n actually over. Am i gonna miss it? definitely.....yet at da same time, i'm lookin forward to college n new challenges, wonderin how it'd be like, how different it'd be, n all dat. Owels, till den, am gonna party, chill out, wadeva :P


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came across dis sum where n i tink it's pretty nice so here it is:

dEaR diArY
Some day when i'm offly low
when the world is cold
i would feel a glow
just thinking of you
and the way you look tonight

u're lovely
with your smile so warm
and your chick so soft
there is nothing for me
but to love you
and the way you look tonight

with each world..
you're tender has grows..
tearing my fear apart...
and that love..
that wrinkels ur nose.....
it touches my foolish heart...
lovely...
never ever change.. ( Don't you)
keep that breathless charm..
won't you please arrange it..
cause i love you...
Just the way you look tonight.... !

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Here's sumthin i came across from an article at fridae.com :

"Why be afraid of them?" she tells other parents. "They really are the same children that you loved the day before they outed themselves." --- Dr. Khoo Hoon Eng, the mother of two sons both of whom came out to her when they were in their teens, tells other parents of gay children. She is one of the founders of SAFE Singapore (Supporting, AFfirming and Empowering our LGBTQ friends and family)

SAFE's agenda : to strive for a society based on justice and equality, respect for individual dignity and opposed to bigotry, homophobia or any other form of hatred and discrimination

here's a nice quote: "We're here, we're queer, and apparently people need some help getting used to it."

cheers =D

- trying to figure out myself;
11:36 PM