last few days have been pretty dreading n i'm still pretty sleep deprived! lol! i'm also pretty bummed dat we gotta go back to sch next week, wif all da paper 3 crap..gosh! it's times like these dat life really sucks..lol! well, slept ard 2am last nite n was suppose to go for our sejarah(worst subject eva!) group study at 8.30 am dis mornin...anyways, was still in bed at 8.30am then i received a call at 8.45am asking where i was(it was pivian) lol...anyway, she said she'd give me till 9am..so i was like ok, jumped back into bed for abt 5-10 mins n was like...ah sh*t! gotta get up or else they're gonna F*&$ me up bad..lol...so dragged my ass over to mike's den we had snacks for breakfast while studyin..talk abt a healthy start..lol..well, did about one chapter n we couldn't take it anymore so we went to watch football...lols...den we went to see chin's house by surprise n messed up their group study too..lol...nah..i tink it was pretty messed up b4 we arrived so..not really our fault..lol..anyways, see chin's got a pretty nice crib..n she had dis nice lamp at her home bar...really cool..shud have taken a pic..ooops..forgot..maybe next time...anyways, den we headed to McDs to makan..den went back to mike's den went home...den tuition...gosh...since when did i even go to tuitions on holidays?..seriously, i can't recall when it started..n wads worse, today was da 2nd time dis hols dat i picked tuition over hangin out...EXACTLY! tuition! gosh..dis beta be worth it..lol..i miss form 4 or yrs b4 dat, just havin fun all da time, always pickin play over work cos u noe u culd but now?!?!..lol...growing up kinda sucks when it comes to dis..lol..haha..ok, dat's enuff complainin for now

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