Cynni3Babeee

appreciate those ard you becos u'll nvr noe when u'll lose em

2008-12-04T17:00:00.005+08:00

I lost a fren today. She passed away at 8.10am this morning. In this short 1 yr plus to 2 yrs that we've known each other, i'd say that we were pretty close. I remembered when i just knew her, gawd, i found her annoying...lols...then, somehow, we became gud frens and i gradually started to like her, as a fren la. There were times that we just wanted to rip each others' heads off, mostly my fault for being such a nuisance. Then, there's times she would give ppl her very scary, wide-eyed glare..lols. I would always remember those times dat her and dex would fight randomly, esp dat time when they were waiting for me at noodle station. Lols, they were both texting me complaining abt each other and they were extremely angry...lols...how cute. Then, there's those times dat we would gossip gossip gossip when we sleptover. There was one period dat she came over to my place every weekend cos dex had to study for exams and we would just talk, cook dinner togeda(her all-time fav ABC soup), and just lie nex to each other wif our laptops in front of us, playing facebook poker till we fall asleep in the exact same position. Few weeks before she was admitted to the hospital, she texted me tellin me she was comin down to kl so i din really bother to tok to her da past few times when she nudged me on msn cos i was always out and thinking dat i'd see her soon and we can hang out. And da nex thing i knew, she was aldy in a coma in the hospital. This brought da cliche saying to mind, appreciate those ard you because u'll never know when u'll lose em....it sux knowing dat i'll never c her again, and never get to get annoyed wif her or annoy her again...i should stop now before i start crying...but i guess she's in a better place now, watchin over all of us...we'll miss u, ange bange

worst friend ever

2008-11-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

Ok..i'm officially da worst fren ever, so i was congratulating myself last nite for remembering my mum's bday which was on the 17th of nov n dat was only cos i set a reminder...n now, i just realised dat i've forgotten cher's bday and it was like on the 5th which is like ages ago..omg ryt?...i really have no idea y but i just cant remember much bdays...even my own sis's and cher's whose been my other bestest girl fren for like 13 years now...omg...shiats...n i tink she's pissed cos she's not picking up my call and ignoring me on msn...shiat...but really i dun think i've ever been dis late..i soooo deserve it...aduh! y none of u remind me la?!?! =( shiats...y la? =( *sobs*

CHERLING LIM SIEW CHING......
am so so so so so sorry.....happy VERY belated birthday....promise i'll remember nex year k? dun angry la :D...u noe i love u to bits :P hehe

cha yi dian - ah du

2008-11-03T16:53:00.000+08:00

Suddenly remembered dis song while watchin tv cos saw ah du in some series....dis song quite emo la...but damn nice lor

差一点你就是我的女人
cha yi dian ni jiu shi wo de nv ren
Just a little more, and you would be my woman
差一些手牵手的完整
cha yi xie shou qian shou de wan zheng
Just a little more, then there will be the completeness of holding hands
却在对的时间错过对的人
que zai dui de shi jian cuo guo dui de ren
But at the right time I missed the right person
抓不住幸福时分
zhua bu zhu xing fu shi fen
Unable to hold onto happiness

遇上了错的人
yu shang le cuo de ren jian
Met the wrong person
渐渐的吻在她无心的嘴唇
jian jian de wen zai ta wu xin de zui chun
The gradual kiss stays on her heartless lips
感觉像一个旅程
gan jue xiang yi ge lv cheng
It felt like a vacation
走完了就分
zou wan le jiu fen
Once it was over, we would part

错过了对的人
cuo guo le dui de ren
Passed over the right person
决定就只在那一秒那一分
jue ding jiu shi za na yi miao na yi fen
Decided at that minute, at that second
爱情的岔口
ai qing de cha kou
At love's fork in the road
你是我等不到的路人
ni shi wo deng bu dao de lu ren
You are the pedestrian I won't be able to wait for

差一点你就是我的女人
cha yi dian ni jiu shi wo de nv ren
Just a little more, and you would be my woman
差一些就和你共度一生
cha yi xie jiu shi he ni gong du yi sheng
Just a little more, I would be able to spend the rest of my life with you
因为对的时间对的人
yin wei dui de shi jian dui de ren
Because the right person at the right time
就值得我为你奋不顾身
jiu zhi de wo wei ni fen bu gu shen
Is worth me exerting myself without consideration to my body

差一点你就是我的女人
cha yi dian ni jiu shi wo de nv ren
Just a little more, and you would be my woman
差一些手牵手的完整
cha yi xie shou qian shou de wan zheng
Just a little more, then there will be the completeness of holding hands
却在对的时间错过对的人
que zai dui de shi jian cuo guo dui de ren
But at the right time I missed the right person
抓不住幸福时分
zhua bu zhu xing fu shi fen
Unable to hold onto happiness

错过了对的人
cuo guo le dui de ren
Passing over the right person
决定就只在那一秒那一分
jue ding jiu zhi zai na yi miao na yi miao
Decided at that minute, at that second
如果没缘分
ru guo mei yuan fen
If there is no fate
我也会固执的为你一人
wo ye hui gu zhi de wei ni yi ren
I will still stubbornly be because of you

差一点你就是我的女人
cha yi dian ni jiu shi wo de nv ren
Just a little more, and you would be my woman
差一些就和你共度一生
cha yi xie jiu shi he ni gong du yi sheng
Just a little more, I would be able to spend the rest of my life with you
因为对的时间对的人
yin wei dui de shi jian dui de ren
Because the right person at the right time
就值得我为你奋不顾身
jiu zhi de wo wei ni fen bu gu shen
Is worth me exerting myself without consideration to my body

差一点你就是我的女人
cha yi dian ni jiu shi wo de nv ren
Just a little more, and you would be my woman
差一些手牵手的完整
cha yi xie shou qian shou de wan zheng
Just a little more, then there will be the completeness of holding hands
却在对的时间错过对的人
que zai dui de shi jian cuo guo dui de ren
But at the right time I missed the right person
抓不住幸福时分
zhua bu zhu xing fu shi fen
Unable to hold onto happiness

just anoda sunday

2008-10-19T18:46:00.000+08:00

woke up pretty late today...ard 3 pm, watched a movie den felt kinda hungry so went into the kitchen, ended up with this

main course: mashed potato, lettuce, omelette, ham and sausages...simple n delicious =)

my omelette was just nice, see? the inside's not too dry yet not too wet...in the omelette was some onions, cherry tomatoes, ham and mushrooms =)

drink: kickapoo joy juice

dessert =P

gotta go to finance now...sighs

examified/ i'm doomed

2008-10-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

havent updated in awhile =)....abt 2 mths to be exact...teehee =X

well, finals startin in about 10 days n i am still lost as hell in all 4 subjects n still kinda slacking, sigh, and i tot dat i've learnt my lesson from last sem...guess i'm gonna screw up again but i'm gonna try to fight it..hopefully..like they say, if it doesnt kill you, it'll make u stronger so lets hope i'll get thru dis one alive *fingers crossed*. So today, i dreadfully opened my lecture notes for topic 1 of finance....was reading and reading and reading den saw dis at da bottom of da page

was thinking..must be kit or wendy's doing when they were over at my place

den another one on da next page den thought, kit's handwriting not dat nice so most prolly wendy la

den finally, found out the culprit was cheryl...and dis reminds me dat i've been stuck on chap 1's lecture notes since starbucks last week =( gg.com.my =X

den she was writing some stuff on d last page too...page filled with names and some quote dat says,

sometimes,
love just aint enough.

if you love something....set it free,
if it comes back....it's yours.
if it doesn't...it never was...

haiya, dis girl ah....dunno she studying or emoing at starbucks....deepness...lols

eh, 5 words for u lor..."lam em dou yeh lor"...kekeke jkjk =P

but ok la, u gimme sumthin to post abt..or else my blog dunno die until where lor...kekeke

just another day

2008-08-13T01:49:00.000+08:00

Since people have been complaining that i haven't been updating n i'm flat out bored here, altho i'm supposed to be studying(ivan, hng, jye, ing haw n jason came over earlier wif poker set n totally ruined my study mode..like i was gonna study anyway) or at least sleeping ryt now(early class tomorrow...sighs), here i am updating. So lets see, went to uni today, was contemplating on skipping first lecture..9am ler...i slept at like 3am this mornin...thought it over...wanna keep to my new sem resolution so dun wanna skip any classes dis sem...except maybe business n econs stats lecture...no offense, but the lecturer is really freakin boring, summore it was the subject i had to repeat, see y i'm hating it? besides not skipping classes, i'm not really keeping to the new sem resolution..sigh...i'm fuckin lazy..fck =D so anyways, since i'm only supposed to be havin classes mon to wed n again, bus n econs stats had to screw dat dat too, i'm gonna have to switch my wed tut for dis unit to thurs...urghhhh!!!!..so yea, tuesday are one of my most packed days...so finally couldn't take it n was sleepin in the business law lecture (final lecture of the day) today...ivy was behind me n kept making annoying snoring sounds..haha!..afta classes, hann sent mic n i home den we went str8 for grocery shopping..gawd, things r really expensive nowadays..but yay..my fridge n kitchen cabinet is stacked...kekeke! too bad i had to pay for my own groceries dis time cos parents haven't been over for like 2 weeks dy. So anyway, got home, started preparing stuff in d kitchen den cooked fried rice (hope michie mic liked it...she's kinda picky wif food sometimes..haha! :D ) den cun cun when i just finished my dinner, jason dem all came dy..wif poker set so played a tournament wif 'em...n i won 1st wei...wun will be proud..haha! den they stayed to play big 2 (chor dai dee) den hng won the most..lols...sigh...these ppl ah..gamble gamble gamble =X so after they left...i started bein a couch potato again...seriously, i watch everythin on tv nowadays...thank GOD for olympics..haha! so basically, that was my day. =)

p.s.-here's ur update cher =)...c? i update just cos u request ah

tagged..

2008-08-01T13:20:00.000+08:00

have been wanting to blog for awhile but too lazy to...hehe! Anyways, went to watch sex in the city last week(friday i tink) wif michie mic, evvon, cheryl n jason...all i wanna say is, dat movie made me miss the incredible 8s freakin loads..if only we could all watch dat movie togeda..wah, sure damn nice lor...owh..i have gud news, got hols in nov!!!! which means i can go back!! WOOHOOO!!! =D cant wait till everyone is back and hang out togeda again but of course, gotta go thru dis freakin semester first..sigh..life sux =(

den last saturday went to watch some astro star quest 2008 thing cos mic's fren was one of the top 5s den she had lotsa tix...lols..her fren din win though, just got 4th. The winner turned out to be some cool androgynous-looking chic which is very star material i must say. The girl who got second place was very gud too. She sang christina aguilera's 'I TURN TO YOU' (if i'm not mistaken)....freakin nice..very impressive..however, i tink she was the 1st runner up because, afta all, this is a star quest and the champion had more star material.

I was tagged =/

Name 20 people randomly.At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey.Don't read the questions, but name the 20 people first.

1. Kit

2. Cher

3. Steph

4. Mic

5. Sae

6. Wasm

7. Piv

8. Michie mic

9. Cheryl

10. evvon

11. Ivanna

12. Jason

13. ivan

14. johann

15. Ivy

16. stella

17. gwen

18. wun

19. aaron

20. adrian hng

1.) How did you meet number 18?

-Wun: all the way back from primary school =D

2.) What will you do if you have not met number 17?

- Gwen: I wouldn't have had the pleasure of experiencing calling someone slow

3.) What if number 9 and 20 dated?

- cheryl and adrian hng? hehe! y not?

4.) What if number 5 and 10 dated?

- Sae and evvon? LOL!!!

5.) Describe number 1

- Kit : lamest, most perasan, annoying bitch ever..but cant imagine life without her =X

6.) Do you think number 8 is attractive?

- michie mic: haha! she's a lil above average? =P

7.) Describe number 7

- Piv : horny lil bitch dat i'm missing =)

8.) Do you know any family members of 12?

- Jason-not really..met his mum b4 but dat was it =)

9.) What language does number 15 speak?
- Ivy: ermm..english, canto, mandarin

10.) Who is number 9 hanging out with?
- cheryl-if i'm not mistaken, i tink she's alone at home gettin rdy to go for class now

11.) How old is number 16?
- stella: turning 18

12.) When was the last time you spoke to number 13?
- ivan: this morning

13.) Who's number 2 favorite singer/band?
- cher: hmm..dunno leh...but i remembered her blog song was no air by jordin sparks..hmm..i guess she has diff favs at diff times.

14.) Have you ever dated number 4?
- Mic : nope...i just mite if she's gay..but den again..quite weird la =X

15.) Would you ever date number 19?
- aaron: eww!!! he's my cousin!!

16.) Is number 3 single?
- Steph : Yep, Single and available.

17.) What is number 10 last name?
- evvon CHUA @ chao ah gua =P

18.) Would you ever be in a relationship with number 11?
- Ivanna : lols...

19.) What is the school of number 13?
- ivan: sunway uni college

20.) Where does number 6 stay?
- Wasm: seng goon garden lor..near my hse =)

I too lazy to tag =)

Jesse McCartney

2008-07-23T02:19:00.000+08:00

Came across a few Jesse McCartney's songs today. It's actually pretty good, some personal favs are It's Over, How do you sleep?, Leavin', Just so you know

And here's the lyrics for It's Over -Jesse McCartney

We've run out of words
We've run out of time
We've run out of reasons
Really, why are we together?
We both know it's over, baby
Bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough, I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just all it quits
Its probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls its cause

Cause I'm not coming back
I'm closing the door
I used to be tripping over missing you
But I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone
Baby, your picture's gone
I couldn't stand to see your smile
Every time you dial

Cause it's over
Girl, you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressing 7
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryin to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over
I swear it girl
It's over this time
So don't be callin leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby cause it's over

I still wake up every morning
Quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal
Right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
With no trouble staying occupied

They ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need is another episode
Keep conversations short and sweet cause

Cause I'm not coming back
I'm closing the door
I used to be tripping over missing you
But I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone
Baby, your picture's gone
I couldn't stand to see your smile
Every time you dial

Cause it's over
Girl, you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressing 7
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryin to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over
I swear it girl
It's over this time
So don't be callin leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby cause it's over

You know that its over when the burning and yearning inside your heart
Ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you and move you
Like the way she moved you before
And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes
Out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better

Girl it's over
Girl, you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressing 7
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryin to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over
I swear it girl
It's over this time
So don't be callin leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby cause it's over

Cause it's over
Girl, you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressing 7
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryin to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over
I swear it girl
It's over this time
So don't be callin leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby cause it's over

BAck In KL...Start of 2nd Sem

2008-07-20T06:46:00.000+08:00

Havent updated for more den a month now..lols..well, since, was back in kch(where i was kinda internet deprived cos modem was fcked..lols)..anyways, while back in kch, was hanging out wif my girls and homies, now dat i'm back in kl, am totally missing it, well, the grass is always greener on the other side huh? lols...anyways, a few days before i came back to kl, my results for sem 1 were out, rather dissapointing yet pretty lucky..haha! However, guess my luck ran out for 1 paper which is totally fcked cos gotta retake it dis sem and totally screwed my chances for transfering to clayton or caulfield campuses, melbourne...so yea, i messed up pretty bad, nonetheless, my parents were rather encouraging, considering da fact dat i messed up lik shit dis time...well, guess they figured how dissapointed i was at myself for screwing it up dis bad dis time...gawd, currently, dunno wad i'm gonna do abt da transfering to aus thing...am actually considering med but after talking to my parents, they'd prefer me to stick to wad i'm doing...and when i told some frens they were like ur parents would totally love dis idea...ryt...but, when i heard wad my dad actually planned out for me, i felt even more terrible so, am gonna give dis new sem (which have been goin on for a week now) a whole new approach..hopefully, will make it thru considering i totally fcked up my main motivation to study...urghhh..but owels, no point looking back, wads done is done, all i can do is change da upcoming days. Hopefully, my change in lifestyle could be achieved dis sem...haha! but, having said dat, i soooo needa club..lols...havent clubbed since i got back and apparently, evvon's grounded n mic is abstaining from clubbin..we'll see =P Since i got back to kl, have been hanging out wif mic, hann, evvon, cheryl, jason, ing haw and da kch guys etc...and seriously, we didn't club..but owels, it's only been a week now, i'm so not convinced we're totally gonna quit clubbing, maybe minimise but not quit...haha! Went swimming wif mic den went for seafood dinner at Jln. Imbi wif the gang yesterday(considering it's 7.06am)...was pretty gud. Oh yea, and since i got back, i'm becoming an insomniac all over again...darn it..

Leona Lewis

2008-06-16T03:45:00.001+08:00

Went swimming wif jason and cas today...did some laps..so yea, finally some exercise..lols...din study at all...will dedicate tomorrow or more like later today to intensive studyin..lols...hopefully =) den went to meet up wif denise at pyramid for dinner...dat gasoline place in asian avenue is pretty good, unique design..food is kinda good too...loved the hot apricot peach tea..den went to chill at ac platform for awhile, met cas's fren, tiffany aka vodka fish..lols..den went up to ac top floor to play pool...hung out there pretty long and finally jas came over to chill at my place den later on, ing haw came. We were watching some Leona Lewis vids and checkin out some pics..omg...she rawks!!! lols...she's damn hot..ok..maybe she's aight(9/10) =P..but her voice, dang!!! AMAZING!!! Really should check out her songs if u haven't already.

Here's some pics of her...

HOT? haha...

some of my personal favorites are better in time, best thing you never had, whatever it takes, yesterday and footprints in the sand...but really, all her song i've listened to so far sounds superb...haha!

and of course, unfailingly, i have to post the lyrics to at least one of these songs..haha! =P

And this is the lyrics of BETTER IN TIME

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See, somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Go in, come in
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one
Thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be okay

Thought I couldnt live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals to (oh yeah)
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (ooh ooh)
It'll all get better in time

How could I turn on the TV
without something there to remind me
was it all that easy
to just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming
Don't wanna let, hurt my feelings

But that's the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals to (oh yeah)
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (ooh ooh)
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me (no more you and me)
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you
Yes, I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals to (oh oh oh)
It'll all get better in time (oh oh ooh)
Even though I really love you (you)
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (yes, I do)
It'll all get better in time (oh oh yeah)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals to (yeah ah yeah)
It'll all get better in time (ooh ooh oh)
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (ooh ooh, yes)
It'll all get better in time

Portugal: Quarter-finals here we come!

2008-06-12T01:54:00.000+08:00

Just finished watchin the Portugal vs Czech Republic match...was supposed to be studyin but then i had to turn on the tv and saw that it was such an interesting match, esp the 1st half....lol..ended up readin only one paragraph of demand crap during half-time. Anyways, it was a rather close match, but with portugal having most of the ball possession. Missed Portugal's first goal(8th min i tink), some guy, then czech scored with a corner + header. Very nice timing. Then all the way to second half, Ronaldo finally scored. He was attempting real hard in the first half but Peter Czech put up a pretty good fight. After the second goal from Ronaldo, it seemed pretty well for Portugal because Czech tried damn hard but could not get their second goal and finally, Portugal's victory was confirmed when some guy, with a very long name(hehe) scored a third goal for Potugal at 90 mins. It was a free kick all the way from the other end of the field, then ronaldo brought it forward, passed to that guy and BAM!!...lols..okay..i shud go study now =D

Capricorn

2008-06-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

CAPRICORN - THE SEXY ONE (12/22-1/19)
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word.Rare to find. Caring. Smart. Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please.Loves to smile.Beautiful laugh.Patient.Amazing in the you know where..!!! Bit of naughty.The one and only.

TEEHEE!! XD

Familiarity.........

2008-05-31T04:50:00.000+08:00

Quote : you really shouldn't say 'stay' unless u mean it because those words ring deeper than u'll ever imagine

FAMILIARITY, the word of the day.

and now, this is for my fav chao ah gua, "ur a bitch but i love u anyways" =D Anyways, dis particular chao ah gua has been a very gud fren lately (not a very gud daughter tho), n i really appreciate it =D

slipping by

2008-05-13T16:49:00.000+08:00

havent updated in awhile...nothing much had been goin on besides the usual - assignments, clubbin, poker, yumcha..lol...BORING! Anyways, CoCo Banana, this pretty new club was kinda nice, the interior design n all. Crowd was pretty boring tho. PLenty of pics on mic and evvon's blog i tink =) i dun see the point of posting the same pics when it's just another click away =D..ok, my excuse fo bein lazy.

And here's summore lyrics that got my attention a few minutes ago =D

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you call love
The love that I never had

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

[Chorus]
I miss you like crazy
Even more then words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down, when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

[Vers 2]
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
(You are all that I need)
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real

When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

[Chorus]
I miss you like crazy
Even more then words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down, when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

Girl I'm so down, when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you

[Chorus]
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy...

I'm sure u all know this one, it's kinda old...i cant even remember when but just in case, for those who doesn't, it's I MISS U LIKE CRAZY by The MOFFATS.

Looking at your picture
from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night
Wrapped around your finger
Always in my mind
The days they blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything,
everything to me

I just want you to know
that I’ve been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through,
and then there’s nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
that there’s a day you’ll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again,
just want you to know

All the doors are closing
I’m trying to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day
The day you slipped away

I just want you to know
that I’ve been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through,
and then there’s nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
that there’s a day you’ll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again,
just want you to know

That since I lost you,
I lost myself
No, I can’t fake it,
there’s no one else

I just want you to know
that I’ve been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through,
and then there’s nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
that there’s a day you’ll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again,
just want you to know

And this one is JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW by BACKSTREET BOYS..lols

insomniac

2008-04-27T06:20:00.002+08:00

here i am, wide awake at 6.30am...lol...not my usual time up so early? well, dats cos i havent slept yet..lol. Woke up at 7pm yesterday..sigh...ended up not doin any assignment which happens to be due on monday...sweat. At my rate, it's a wonder if i actually graduate..lols.

Went to celebrate mic's birthday last nite (actual bday is the coming tues) at bar club. Wanted to go to poppi but switched to maisons n last min bar club...lol. ivan and the kch gang was there, ing haw and his fren wayne, jason, cheryl, jeremy, jin jack, marsha(hope i get the name ryt..lol), and mic's cousins were there too. On the whole it was a fun nite (forgettin da fact that i gotta do my fckin assignment later...urghhh)..hope to get hold of the pics soon..or else, just check mic's blog, shud be there...lol..guess that's it...gonna poker till i feel sleepy, which is soon i hope..lol

here's a very nice quote btw,

Cooking mania

2008-04-10T20:14:00.001+08:00

Have been doin pretty much cookin lately, here's some pics...

That was my sleepy face this morning btw =D

Finally got to watch michie mic's music video today (not actually hers la but she's in it). Not as gud as i expected but still ok. And they made her look fatter too i tink. Anyways, i like the words to this song....esp the doggy part...lols ;)

Here's a nice vid kit showed me...HAWT!

Well, anyways, have skipped 2 days of school in a row now...goodness, i feel screwed...lols...and will be skipping tomorrow too i guess since i will be goin to maisons later....man, life these days just feels so driveless...haha! Aint complaining but it isnt right, ryt? Lols

Poker madness

2008-04-07T02:04:00.000+08:00

Finally got my MGW assignment done and handed in on friday, gosh, last week was such a drag, all stressed bout havin assignments to do but not doin 'em...finally, weight lifted off my shoulders den jeremy (actual birthday on thurs) scheduled his birthday party at da perfect time, friday nite =) so went to jeremy's party....friends, booze, tobacco, pool, can't think of anythin better ryt now....haha! So yea,i tink almost everyone got WET =) and had fun...Happy Belated Bday, Jeremy! (Evvon posted pics from the party on her blog)

After the party, went to play poker at Vash's place till like 7 am the next mornin i tink(all i remembered was it was bright aldy) den went home to sleep den woke up and went to hartamas yesterday, makan den played foos at breakers den, poker AGAIN till 10am dis mornin..lol...we really have to think of something new to do...haha! So there's my sleep-deprived, booze-drinking, tobacco-smoking, poker-playing weekend =D

Are you nice or not?

2008-03-28T14:31:00.000+08:00

Here's a lame quiz i just did and it says i am very nice...lols...but owels, just feels so gud dat it said kit wasnt nice becos really, she's evil....kekeke! jk hun =)

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went to Maisons last night wif michie mic, evvon, her cousin(selina), kun nam and some of his frens, jonz, eunice and prabesh were there too but din see him till we're like leavin n jason n dixon came towards d end. Ran into meiting and it was pretty hilarious at first cos mic, kun nam's gf, evvon and i were like dancing on da podium den suddenly dis girl came up den evvon was like, lets push her down n i nearly did...oops =D...den evvon was like, she really looks like meiting den i was like, is she?, n evvon was like no, so ok....*dances* den suddenly turn around, meiting says hi n i was like OMG, it is you...lols....her new curls made her barely recognisable. On da whole, it was another fun night (eventho we got lost on da way back to subang..haha!) but dun have much pics cos mic's cam ran out of batt...lol...went to yum cha at daruss later on as usual and it was like everyone was there, carey, jin jack, cheryl, jeff, yong shen (hope i din miss out on anyone) and da rest of da ppl from maisons...and yes, i ate nasi lemak ayam again, two nights in a row, with extra chicken summore...guilty but hey, it's good =P

Funny Comic strip

2008-03-26T19:39:00.000+08:00

Came across this is my email today.....hilarious! =)

keepin it updated..lol

2008-03-24T05:14:00.000+08:00

Saturday-22/3/08
Went to Bar Celona wif mic, ange, ji hao, chi meng, chin ling, david and some other ppl to celebrate ji hao's birthday. Before dat, cooked myself dinner..have been cookin pretty much lately...lol

My cooking =)

Mic, me and ange

Us again

then appears, David

Chin Ling & Mic

I tink Chi Meng slipped

I have no idea when dat was taken but i look sohai..lol

everyone gettin high

Shuffling
Ji Hao k.O-ed
oops..caught in d act..lol
Michie mic posing

mic, chi meng, ange & i

chi meng, birthday boy and david (who has been very notti lately)

mic, ji hao

pic with the birthday boy

three of us again =)

chi meng & i (been forever since i went clubbin wif dis dude)

ange & i (sohai face again..lol)

terengganu ppl

terengganu + kelantan

summore terengganu ppl

Sunday-23/3/08

There were fireworks being played at Pyramid...supposedly there was some occasion....den went to watch football at AC..hehe! Man U won 3-0....good play...den went to poker den mamak.

managed to snap a pic of da fireworks with my phone

The view from my balcony

Ivan wrote this on my after-poker supper

And this is ivan...lookin damn gay :)

finally active

2008-03-22T15:45:00.000+08:00

Sorry people for not updating since forever....well, there's been a lot goin on since i got back to KL and last updated, some fun nights out wif frens, some boring ones too and of course there's uni and assignments, wad a drag.

So anyways, kit's coming on Monday, Woohoo!...wish da rest could be here too....totally miss u girls eventho i haven't really been in touch. ESP win and sae...like where da hell r u guys?

Jason just called, told him i was blogging and told me to say that he's having a great time in Redang ryt now, dumbass who keeps rubbing it in. The water, the sun, the sand, the girls in bikini....my lurves =P

*Ice Cream*Sweet Dreams*Late Nights* Water Fights*A Suntan*A Game Plan*Sleeping In*Sneaking Out*Feet in Sand*Drink in Hand*

Leave Right Now -Will Young

2007-11-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

Leave Right Now -Will Young

Im here
Just like I said
Though its breaking every rule I've ever made
My racin' heart
Is just the same
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I'd love to say I do
Give everything to you
But I can never now be true
So I say
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave ri-ight no-oow
Feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
I'm here
So please explain
Why you're openin' up a healin' wound aga-ain
I'm a little more careful
Perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs, at least I'm spared the lows
Now I tremble in your ar-arms
What could be the ha-arm
To feel my spirit calm
So I say
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave ri-ight no-oow
I'm feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
I wouldn’t know ho-oow to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you’ve got your smile back
Now you say your right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten twice is shy
If I’m proud perhaps I should explain
I couldn’t bear to lose you again
Mmm mmm mmm
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave ri-ight no-oow
Feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right no-ow
Yes I will
I think I'd better leave right now
I'm feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now

see? Who says my blog is dead =P

Your Game- Will Young

2007-11-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

Your Game- Will Young

I see you floating it constantly
You're making me feel like you and I could be real
But then you're flipping the game
You walk away and turn your back baby
Stop treading on me baby
Cos I'm mystified
And you know I've tried
I just can't get through to you
Chorus
What you gonna do
I don't know
What you gonna say
I ain't sure
Always the same
All the time
Every day
Played my mind
I can't keep wasting my time on your game
Ain't no doubt about it x4
I've taken all that I can
I've given to you my all
But you don't seem to respond baby
Oh I can't stand all this waiting
Cos my patience is fading
Pretty soon I'll be gone
Let's rectify it
You can't deny it
The way that you feel for me
Tell me
Repeat Chorus
I can't keep wasting my time on your game
No more, no more
No more wasted time
Playing your game
I've seen this all before
Time and time, no way
Cos I'm mystified
You know that I've tried
I just can't get through to you
Repeat Chorus x2
I can't keep wasting my time on your game
No more, no more
No more wasted time
Playing your game
I've seen this all before
Time
Ain't no doubt about it x4

Cigarette Lighter Love Song-Butch Walker

2007-11-10T16:49:00.000+08:00

Here's another song by butch walker dat rawks, its called cigarette lighter love song

And I know you're not asleep
I can feel you moving over there
You've been playing with the seams
In your worn out underwear
And my lips are raw as hell
From biting on 'em just to stay awake
But its not like I'm gonna need 'em,
Cause you won't be around
To see them bleed and break
(Chorus)
All that ill do, comes back to you
So I'll just think about you 'til there's nothing in my head
All I can do, is try not to screw this up again
And just be friends I'd rather be dead
And I drove outta east Atlanta
With a headache the size of my car
And I called to say I was okay, anyway
Cause I know how you are
You know I'm like a movie without a ending
You know I got nowhere to go
And it makes me wanna throw up
To see you wanna give up more than you'll ever know
(Chorus)
Everything's supposed to have a happy ending
But the record keeps keeps skipping
And the needle keeps bending
Like the road I'm driving to the bridge that has no end
I wanna take back everything that I've broken,
But the bridges behind me are burnin' and smokin',
I guess this is the end
(Chorus)

Why-Busted

2007-11-10T01:36:00.000+08:00

another good song by busted-why ....my blog is turnin so depressin wif all these lyrics..hehe...but hey. beta den not bloggin at all ryt ;)

Look at me
Up in the sky
I watch the world just pass me by
And all my feelings
Give me away
It's happening more everyday

Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great
Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great

But how can I
Try to explain
Your story never seems to stay the same
You're out of touch
And I'm out of time
Just talk to me a while
And joke about
The things we used to see
Its so hard for me to smile

I've never felt so alone
After all of this there's
So much left to lose
And I'll take a piece of stone
I promise you I never meant to

Well how can I complain
When everybody seems to know my name
You're out of luck and I'm out of line
It's such a selfish comprimise
A self-indulgent useless bunch of lies
I never thought you would believe

Hold me now
Don't wake me up
Pull me down
And then back up
All again for all to see

Low down
Whisper
A guilty stare
Your stagnant beauty makes me glare
Silly games
In the sun
In the sun
In the sun
Oh in the sun

How can I complain
Your story never seems to stay the same
I'm out of luck and you're out of line
It's such a selfish compromise
A self-indulgent useless bunch of lies
I never thought you would believe

Go!

Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great
Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great

Well maybe a change will keep me high
Stop me thinking wondering why

Happy Belated Birthday, Cher!

2007-11-08T18:46:00.000+08:00

Been forever since i blogged..lol...anyways, wanna make a shout out to one of my biatches....CHERRRRR!!!!!..hehe! Sorry i'm kinda late cos i couldn't access my blogger acc..so yea....anyways, just wanted u to noe dat just becos i was dat late at callin...i feel awful...but anyways, love ya to pieces....cant wait to hang when i get back...yea, it was horrible, we din get to chill n catch up when i was back last week..anyways, lets just wait for kit la. =) Anyways, happy beeeeelated bday...supposed to be 5th Nov but hey, its da tot dat counts ryt? =P keke...anyways, am in da middle of my exams now, 2 papers down, 3 to go...such a drag...owels...wad to do ryt?...but wadeva, am still gonna go party tonite..dis girl needs to de-stress..hehe...dis excuse works all da time....anyways, am loving dis song...check it out...kinda sappy but dunno wad got into me...all i noe is dat i'm lovin it...haha

I close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor
I wanna let you walk away tonight
Without a word
I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, ohh
If you were here right now, I swear
I'd tell you this
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
'Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge but I can't take the fall, no
I memorized the number
So why can't I make the call?
Maybe 'cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility
Baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
No no no
I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
Everything that I hold in
Is everything I can't let go
Can't let go, yeah
Cause baby I don't want to waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me
Cause all I ever want, it comes right down to you, to you
I wish that that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, oh
I'm inconsolable, woah yeah
I'm inconsolable, yeah

Addiction

2007-10-03T16:32:00.000+08:00

top songs of da moment
1) best thing you never had -butch walker
2) mixtape -butch walker
3) stolen -dashboard confessionals
4) vindicated -dashboard confessionals
5) maybe its just me -butch walker

so addicted to butch walker =)

and glory likes hate that i love you - rihanna ft ne-yo and apologize - timbaland
gloryy here (: bye ppl x)

The road not taken...

2007-08-11T01:36:00.000+08:00

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56%

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56%

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Went for da AusEd thing today...sigh...
lol...from da quiz it seems chem n bio is ryt at da bottom...should i be considering med?
The road not taken?

Emo days....

2007-08-11T00:56:00.000+08:00

Came across sumthin worth reading....

Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the
person we love we fail to recognize and appreciate
the people who love us. We miss out
on so many beautiful things and simply because
we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own
selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not
for the man of words for you will find rewarding
happiness not with the man you love but the man
who loves you more.

The best lovers are those who are capable of
loving from a distance, far enough to allow the other
person to grow, but never too far to feel
the love deep within your being. To let go of
someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it
only means that you allow that person to find
his own happiness without expecting him to come
back. Letting go is not just setting the other person
free, but it is also setting yourself free from all
bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your
heart.

Do not let the bitterness rare away your strength
and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to
dishearten you, but rather let you grow with
wisdom in bearing it. You may found peace in just
loving someone from a distance not expecting
anything in return. But be careful, for this can
sustain life but can never give enough room for us
to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful
memories of the past but real peace and happiness
come only with open acceptance of what reality is
today.

There comes a time in our lives when we chance
upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just
find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that
person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our
everyday lives and eventually consumes our
thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we
begin to realize that this person feels nothing more
for us than just a friendship. Don't be so bitter
about it! For it is a kind of friendship that will last
for a lifetime.

We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and
be closer but in the end our efforts are still
unrewarded and we end up being sorry for
ourselves. You don't have to forget someone you
love. What you need to learn is how to accept the
verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for
yourself.

Believe me, you would be better off giving that
dedication and love to someone more deserving .
Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible
and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to
your feelings but to reason as well. Always
remember that if you lose someone today,
it means that someone better is coming tomorrow:
If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in
love. Cry, if you have to, but make it
sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the
bitterness that the past has left with you.

Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back
to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the
love that will stay and last a lifetime.

"When I lost you, I was the one who loved you
most, but between us you lost more. For someday
I can love someone the way that I loved you. But
you will never be loved again the way that I did."

MIssin some peeps...

2007-07-31T01:35:00.000+08:00

Today, another usual day in college, afta college, went to subang parade wif mel to get sumthin for her bf. Jo(aka antelope) and Han(aka Zookeeper) was there too.

Talked to kit n cher on da phone earlier today, anyways, kit, sorry i din reply, fell asleep. =) N cher, ditched me for her mu mu again. Yea, great frens i have =X =P But still, really miss dem, n da rest of da incredible 8. Can't wait till da end of dis yr, but really, izit gonna be road trip, Langkawi or wad? I'm clueless...as usual =)

Musical night

2007-07-22T05:12:00.001+08:00

Da musical thing was tonight...more like last nite cos it's 5.12am ryt now...lol..anyways, it was pretty fun...gonna miss all of u Petaling Street Story ppl...anyways, gonna upload pics anoda time cos gotta sleep early cos gotta get up early tomorrow...sigh..PeaCe OuT! =)

Btw, Mark nearly got mugged just now...kinda freaky...he still managed to save his MARS bar tho..,lol

Small small world

2007-07-20T18:56:00.000+08:00

Ran into alison today..lol...small world. I tot she was supposed to be in US aldy but turns out she's only goin next month. Anyways, she's droppin by KL for a few days n coincidentally i ran into her..haha!

Math common test is on da coming monday...sigh..i'm so lost. Thats for not doin my homework..lol. Well, really dreading next week cos it's goin to be a hectic week, bio prac, chem prac, math ct, math project, acc assignment...goodness...gotta study for upcoming test summore. God! I need help. Think i'm gonna end up venting on my cigs...sigh...was supposed to be quiting.

Am especially talkative n bubbly dis week. Haha! N mel n i have been treating each other as punching bags. Now my shoulder n back is a bit sore...goodness...dat girl can punch.

Spontaneous-ity

2007-06-25T15:59:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, went to Sunway Lagoon with my classmates. Most of us went except 3 who couldn't make it. Anyways, we went to da dry park n den da wet park. Later on, we had dinner at Laksa Shack at Pyramid. Here's some pics...

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After dat, went to Port Dickson wif wendy, angeline, chi ming n ji hao..lol..dey were bein all random n decided to drive up to PD. Anyways, it was nice, sleeping on da sand, etc..haha..couldn't take much pics cos it was pretty dark but i managed to snap a pic or two...

back from kch...start of 2nd sem

2007-06-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

Just got back from kch yesterday. Today is da start of another semester...hopefully, not a dreadful one..lol. Was earliest from my class for 1st period today..not bad ah...lol. Got back my mid-yr results today..lets just say, my parents are not gonna like it..lol..owels, wads done is done, no point crying over spilt milk =) Back at kch, have been hanging wif frens, family and did a hospital attachment, anyway, here are some pics....

Home sweet home..i love my bed =)

my bro's 15th b'day

My uncle's b'day was on da same day

my lil sis, my aunt, my baby cuzzie and my mum

Lil anastasia

At kch's secret recipe

Some of da incredible 8 =)

CAMWHORES

Cher

Piv

Kit

Kit teachin her lil sis (Angel) to camwhore..she more like kit than u can ever imagine..maybe even more violent...but very cute..lol =P

Wif frens at some new karaoke (Pop Wave) in kch.

All dressed for hospital attachment..lol

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It's amazing how someone can be so smart and brilliant.....enuff said ;)

Flyin home...

2007-05-29T00:13:00.001+08:00

On da plane, goin home.

Another torturing day in KL

2007-04-30T00:40:00.000+08:00

Here i am, in front of my laptop, blogging away when i'll be havin my accounting common test tomorrow n haven't studied yet...sigh...Anyways, i was just on da phone wif cher n b4 dat, i was reading her blog..gosh! i really miss da 'gud old days'. From tokin to cher on da phone, i seem to have crossed sum1's line again...sigh...Well, life in KL, lets just say, life's a bitch..lol! Well, having to adjust to da life of others etc.....finally got me to understand wad home sweet home means. Gosh...n i actually got to c how naive a person i can be. I tot dat thinking n knowing before hand dat dis world is as fucked up as it is gets u prepared for it n gettin hurt less from it but i guess, no one can escape these lessons u get from life. Well, i guess, there's still a long way down the road(n wad i got was just a lil taste of it) n we just gotta let it go/suck it up n get on wif life, wondering wad will come our way/wad other challenge we'll be facing next. Well, i'm not exactly the perfect person too, i have my flaws n it's only my good frens, these incredible 8, that can put up wif me. Well, i really miss u guys n i know i have not always been someone who's gud wif words, just wan u guys to noe, i really appreciate havin u guys in my life...n yea, life kinda sux when u guys r not ard...esp kit n cher! LOL! There goes, u guys beta not use my words against me da nex time we meet....which i hope is soon..hehe! Here's da picture of d incredible 8(taken from cher's blog)

Here's sumthin i wrote when i was pretty emo...

You'll never have frens like u had in high school.

I guess when you grow up,

The word friends does not mean anything anymore.

If this is what growing up means, i dun wanna grow up no more,

Cos sometimes, i just look at the world and wonder,

What's the purpose of of it all?

Well, as weird and uncomfy i am wif this, i guess, i will try to adapt to life, to dis real world n hopefully, i'll be takin things like dis as nothing......soon.

Playin pool afta school

2007-03-29T01:23:00.000+08:00

Playin pool, another one of da days afta school

Found dis on friendster...it got my attention..kinda emo but meaningful...

I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect, enough not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry If I startnot being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep beforework I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along. I'm sorry If you read this and know somebody like this but don't care But most of all I'm sorry For not being sorry anymore I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am I'm sorry I can ever do anything right, and nothing that I do is good enoughto make it in your world. I'm sorry I caught your bf with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for... I'm sorry That I told you I loved you and actually meant it. I'm sorry That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your bf was threatening you instead of spending time with my family. I'm Sorry That i cared I'm sorry that I listen to youat night talk about how you wish you could have done something different. Ladies always bitch and bitch to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're bitching, maybe look up to see who you're bitching to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.

Happy B'day Uncle Mark =)

2007-03-16T19:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY b'DAY UNCLE MARK

Hey dude, Happy 18th B'day. Today, u become a MAN! hehe! bein lame =) Anyways, may u have a great yr ahead of u, all da best with studies, girls(in ur case, kitty), health, family and partying.. =) PeaCe OuT!

An update of the outdated

2007-03-15T01:28:00.000+08:00

Since it's been so long since i blogged, here i am...ok, am currently back in kch, went to get my SPM results on monday..lol..i feel pretty lucky considering the effort i put in but i tink my parents were kinda bummed...so yea, conscience crap..lol. Well, Da results dis yr werent as gud as last yr i tink n ppl got screwed cos of EST. Oh yea, mite be switchin to ADP...sigh..owels, lets just see how it goes. Anyways, went to watch 300 yesterday wif mark, ivan, cher, byung and malcolm. Da movie was kinda good. Da Spartans have excellent fighting strategy.

The 2nd Week Of College

2007-01-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

Well, last week, went to celebrate my 18th bday on d 9th. My classmates, housemates, sum frens n da guys went to eat at salmon steak. Then, my housemates celebrated wif me back at d apartment. Da cake was nice, received sum prezzies n was pretty surprised. Thx guys. Den, last weekend, kit, steph, piv n win came ova, gosh! they were noisy...haha! no la, it was actually quite nice to have dem ova =P Too bad cher couldn't come cos it would be nice to suan her..hehe! Oh yea, kit got milfy...muahahaha....hot la. Anyways, college so far has been okok nia la. Anyways, here's sum pics i took from dex...

Start Of College Life

2007-01-07T01:19:00.000+08:00

-1st January 2007-
The start of a new yr. A more special new yr where i am no longer in sch n stayin away from home, new challenges...lol! Well, moved into my apartment today! Thank God it's really clean n da place is comfy..haha! My housemates r pretty cool too.

-3rd January 2007-
First day of college. Orientation was boring. Classmates r pretty nice. College life isnt as exciting as i tot it would be so far...lol

-7th January 2007-
Today was da 1st saturday since college started. Woke up at ard 3 sumthin in d afternoon...lol! was trying to catch up on da sleep i lost da few nites b4..lol...but yea, it doesnt work dat way it ink. Went to Sunway Pyramid wif elaine, mark, ivan, my housemates n their frens. We went for dinner den watched Night At The Museum n it's really funny. For those of u who watched, i really liked da part where da stone said "my dumb dumb wants to speak" Haha! funny! Anyways, wanted to go play dota wif dem when we got back but da cyber cafes were so full so not enough space so decided to come back n here i am...lol! Anyways, gotta apologize for da current lack of pics cos no cam at da moment so prolly gotta wait till end of jan or feb...sigh.

Btw, cher....i appreciate wad u wrote on ur blog, i really tok a walk down memory lane while reading it..haha! N ppl, well, u noe who u r, got miss u guys ummm..bit bit la...lol :P But dun worry, i'm not gettin home sick yet...hehe!

oh ya, did i mention dat i did my laundry mysef n cooked a successful fried rice with my housemates dis week? Haha! Start to being independent ey? lol!

More Days after SPM

2006-12-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went to have our photo shoot at Steph's place. it was alrite but pretty tiring. We had to get pretty dressed up n all dat...lol...yea, make-up etc. So anyways, afta we were done, went 4 dinner cos we were all starved..haha! Den, went to Bing for a caffeine fix, met up wif sum frens for a drink, n last nite, stayed over at holiday inn wif sum frens. Winnie finally earned her mum's trust to let here stay ova wif us...(gud 4 ya gurl!) We had a fun nite, drank pretty much but was sober enuff to jaga myself n get myself sum water so was fine...lol. Well, was at MC3 , dancing, havin fun den, winnie n piv came running into MC wif pale looks on their faces...at first, tot dey was a huge fite n we beta leave but den, found out dat their frens told dem there were gonna be a police raid, being less den a mth away from gettin my license to club in Kuching( DOB = 9th Jan 1989), i would still be underaged so just grabbed Suleen who looked pretty blur and da whole group of us (17 yrs old ba....) had to cabut n went downstairs....lol...den, a huge group of da crowd at MC actually followed us down..hehe! i tink we actually spoiled sumone's burfday..oops, our bad. Anyways, we tot it was a prank dat my fren's fren were playin on us until Shirley aka Chee actually saw dis cop van pass dat area..so we were like, okay, whether da cops were just drivin ard or whether dey were gonna raid da place, lets just play safe, no way am i sleepin in a cell dat nite...haha! Pretty embarrasing yet it was very funny...lol! So, we went to Grappa instead. When we just arrived, we say dis cop car directly opposite da place so we were like, fuk....haha! so we drove ard a few rounds until a fren told us da coast was clear so we went back to Grappa since da nite was still young. It was a pretty fun nite, we left at ard 2.30 am i tink. well, yea, more or less, den we went 4 supper n maybe got back to da room at holiday inn at ard 3 sumthin. Den, da gurls started tellin ghost stories n i was really freakin out...haha! Yea, i'm admittin i'm scared...so? LOL! Anyways, i was really smelly due to da smoke n all dat but was kinda freaked out so i just waited until 6 sumthin nearly 7am to shower...haha! Kit, piv n steph slept pretty early, maybe ard 5am den cher, winnie, suleen n i actually stayed up tryin to watch sum TV but da vids on MTV n Channel V at those hrs were so bad dat we ended up choosin National Geographic or Discovery Channel over dem...yea, imagine dat. -.-" Sumthin more surprising (if u noe her like i do), Cher said sumthin like " I can watch National Geographic all day" or sumthin like "I like watchin national geographic"...i mean, how can sumone who does not watch sports AT ALL say sumthin liddat. n it's CHER!!! so yea, nvr tot there would be a day i hear sumthin liddat from her. Owels, goes to prove da sayin, "never judge a book by its cover" to be ryt again. Anyways, at ard 6 sumthin, cher, winnie n suleen went to sleep so i showered den slept ard 7am...for like 15 minutes den cher's phone kept ringing so i just woke up n got really hyper n woke everyone else up cos i couldn't shut up..haha! Cher's reaction was priceless...owels, who ask her phone wake me up...muahahahaha...(jk la) Den, ard 10.25am, da photographers came along n we picked our pics to be developed, will upload dem when i get em. So, here i am, blogging cos i didnt wanna go shopping..man, i'm supposed to be sleepin i tink but i guess dat 15 minutes power nap thing really worked. Anyways, here r sum pics:

one of da pics from da BL prom

Kit's bikini goes wif my shirt...lol

Hehe! Kit is dreaming of making an ANNOUNCEMENT i tink cos she woke up n said dat n went back 2 sleep

They're tired alrite

Cher sure likes National Geographic

Lookin "great" wif my huge eyebags

Danny's Guide to Law School

2006-12-18T17:59:00.000+08:00

Danny's Guide to Law School

hehe! sumthin 4 whoever's considering law school but dun get me wrong ya? i have nth against law sch n i tink it's pretty cool but i just tot dis was stupid but kinda funny. :D cheers

Days after SPM

2006-12-14T01:03:00.000+08:00

~10th-12th December '06~
Last 10th-12th was at damai beach wif frens. Didn't get much tan...lol. Well, on da day of departure, ben, ivan, mark n jeremiah had to wait 4 me for like maybe 1 to 2 hrs till i reached holiday inn...hehe! yea, i have issues wif bein punctual..haha! Anyways, we all (abt 13 of us) squeezed in a chalet cos we only found out dat da actual price b4 discount was RM506...lol...yea, so we decided to only get 2 rooms n we shall all squeeze in one of em.....da first nite, slept quite comfortably but 2nd nite....holy....i twisted my neck or sumthin...haha! it was freezin cold, shit happened here n der but on da whole, it was a nice trip, it was great dat we finally hung out afta sum of us were abroad 4 abt a yr plus. Part of me realise dat we all shall hardly have da chance to have trips like dis again, at least not anytime soon. But yea, moving forward, so wadeva or however things turn out or wherever life brings us, dis trip will always be a part of my memories of da good old times we had. Darn, i'm being sentimental n lame as usual.... xP ...gettin teary-eyed yet? Lol! Anyhows, will try to get hold of pics cos i didn't bring my camera...hehe!

~13th December '06~
I just got back from clubbin at ard 12.50 sumthin am, nearly 1....yea, so early...haha! cos frens left earlier so not much ppl left to dance wif le...no fun...hehe! Before dat, we went to SMK Batu Lintang's prom where Kenny Sia was da MC....funny guy...he's dis well-known blogger n all but i only read his blog once...hehe!....maybe will start readin his blog more sumtime since dey all say it's really funny. Anyways, afta dat we all went clubbin but yea, just as me n steph were startin to get high, most of our frens were leavin so den leave lor, so here i am...bloggin...lol! well, at least i'm back on time to watch table 4 three n besides, there's always nex time. Btw, ppl who went 2day n noe wad i'm tokin abt, mission failed again cos was too busy, havin my own fun, dancing n all dat...lol...owels... =D hehe!
Dats me in da purple dress =P

SPM's over!

2006-12-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

Well, i'm finally a free woman (sorta..lol!), since 4th Dec actually. hehe! Da last paper screwed me up a bit, i wuldn't say dat i did well in spm but lets just say, wads done is done, no point pondering on wad u cant change, move on. Well, have been spending my time hangin out wif frens mostly....Dat chapter of my high school life is finally n actually over. Am i gonna miss it? definitely.....yet at da same time, i'm lookin forward to college n new challenges, wonderin how it'd be like, how different it'd be, n all dat. Owels, till den, am gonna party, chill out, wadeva :P

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came across dis sum where n i tink it's pretty nice so here it is:

dEaR diArY
Some day when i'm offly low
when the world is cold
i would feel a glow
just thinking of you
and the way you look tonight

u're lovely
with your smile so warm
and your chick so soft
there is nothing for me
but to love you
and the way you look tonight

with each world..
you're tender has grows..
tearing my fear apart...
and that love..
that wrinkels ur nose.....
it touches my foolish heart...
lovely...
never ever change.. ( Don't you)
keep that breathless charm..
won't you please arrange it..
cause i love you...
Just the way you look tonight.... !

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Here's sumthin i came across from an article at fridae.com :

"Why be afraid of them?" she tells other parents. "They really are the same children that you loved the day before they outed themselves." --- Dr. Khoo Hoon Eng, the mother of two sons both of whom came out to her when they were in their teens, tells other parents of gay children. She is one of the founders of SAFE Singapore (Supporting, AFfirming and Empowering our LGBTQ friends and family)

SAFE's agenda : to strive for a society based on justice and equality, respect for individual dignity and opposed to bigotry, homophobia or any other form of hatred and discrimination

here's a nice quote: "We're here, we're queer, and apparently people need some help getting used to it."

cheers =D

Dat official final week of Lodge

2006-10-20T17:58:00.000+08:00

here's sum pics... =P

Alicia's bday

2006-10-16T14:28:00.001+08:00

----15/10/06----
we went to bla bla bla to celebrate Alicia's bday last nite (belated) den went to watch rob-b-hood...damn funny ler..lol...everythin went preeety well....=P da pics says it all

PEACE!

2006-10-16T13:49:00.000+08:00

Vitamin C - Graduation Song

A tribute to all Form 5s

At every end, comes new beginnings

2006-10-16T12:49:00.000+08:00

-----Friday, 13th Oct 2006-----
Da final day of our high sch lives..yup..no more high school..*SiGh* (refer to dex's blog at http://dexteee.blogspot.com/) but owels..life goes on...keep in touch guys!

Gonna miss u guys...5B rawks!

2006-08-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

The Human Bra

haha! dex finally realised he was caught in action. hilarious!

2006-08-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

Scrunchie

Lol! Poor cas...her scrunchies & hair-ties always end up near da privates..LMAO

2006-08-20T23:03:00.000+08:00

Dance Lesson

here's a lil bit of wad goes on in 5B..lol...yitian(aka rain wannabe) hehe!

start of hols? yea ryt..

2006-08-20T21:04:00.000+08:00

siJeremiah's b'day party at VA on da 12th of Aug(actual b'day on da 13th)

been more than a month since my last post...my bad. anyways, am having hols now but yea, it's gonna be pretty sucky cos gotta study..lol...owels, "make da best of da last few mths" accordin to brian which i totally agree..well, i hope he din mean havin fun cos i've been doin dat all my life so far =P so, yea, just 2 mths of bull...tink i can take dat..haha!

Last friday (18th), our sch had d interact nite dinner at holiday inn. Did not attend tho cos sum ppl told me da wrong date..haha..n i tot it clashed wif sumthin else. Only got to noe da actual date which was earlier dat day n it wasnt really dat fun last yr so, i was just too lazy to go. Heard it was pretty fun tho n dat afro dem all danced till da cops came(a bit of regret there) but owels, it's all gud. Afta SPM, gonna make up for loss time babee! *winks*

Last thurs, had dis history test n yea, i've got 2 words 4 it "f***ed up!" (i noe i promised sum frens dat i wont swear but yea, sumtimes, u just gotta say it like it is. =X hehe!)

Since i last posted, my com got screwed but just found out today dat there mite be sum hope in gettin my files back. Got stripped of streamyx...dun ask y. Oh ya, got my driving license too but nth to be too happy abt cos i cant drive out alone yet cos:
1) my mum still does not approve of my drivin.
2) i havent got a car
3) i dunno my way ard ( O.o" (i noe)..i've been living here all my life n i can be dat bad in directions =P but really, who notices da routes except da driver? hehe!

anyways, dats abt all i can remember. hehe! Will try to put in sum vids of events of da past 2 weeks if possible. =P PeaCe OuT!

start of hols? yea ryt..

2006-08-20T20:54:00.000+08:00

Jeremiah's b'day party at VA on da 12th of Aug(actual b'day on da 13th)

I'm Back!

2006-07-15T21:57:00.000+08:00

I'm BACK!
---15/7/06---
Been pretty long since i blogged...well, since da last term break, everythin has been pretty hectic, wif all da paper 3s den mid-terms den there's SPM BM oral which just passed dis week n dis coming monday, will be having my SPM ENG oral which mite clash wif my drivin test(which i dun wanna postpone cos i've been waitin 4 so freakin long cos i got a stupid instructor) but i tink it'd all work out or else i'm f***ed..yea...den it's time to start working my ass off if i wanna have a gud future n all dat stuff but wtf?! i really dunno where n how to start..well, as far as i noe, i beta get dis all worked out soon b4 i f*** up n regret...haha!! Oh ya, got a hair cut durin exams n new specs n frens tell me i look more masculine..hmmm..is dat gud or bad? owels, can't upload any pics now cos i dun have it in my com at da moment...n i tink i shouldn't be bloggin dat much anymore cos i'm supposed to be studyin? man, i'm soooo screwed!

da freakiest day eva

2006-06-10T20:55:00.000+08:00

today..went out wif sum frens den...sumthin really freaky happened...dis is cher's version....

BewAre of ChinEse Wanker at THE ENTRANCE OF ALA CARTE
Today, 10th June 2006, me and 3 other friends went to watch movie at star. We were in Cyn's car, and as we got out of the car, i saw a guy looking at us for quite a while, but i din bother so we walked to the back lift of the first floor. we wanted to use the front lift but it was too crowded. there were just four of us. we were laughing and joking around as we get into the lift. (it gives me the creeps as im typing this now) then, as we went into the lift, that guy suddenly rushed in. and we didnt bother to look at him but i actually noticed him staring at us a few times. at 1st i tot he was harmless but UNEXPECTEDLYYYYYYYYYYYY...............................,the lift stops at the fifth floor and.................the door opened.............then that guy walked out and look around and he quickly walk back in again. my fren, sarah, was like asking us whether is that guy going out or not. but we were still laughing and SUDDENLY........... kitty starts SCREAMING!!!!! I was wondering wads wrong and because kitty was too tall, so i had to tip-toe and see what was going on. and guess what i saw? the guy, took out his dick, and started WANKING! at first, i dont even know what it was. i mean, i never even see one. and we all started screaming like crazy.
then, cyn was really calm. she was in the middle of us, spreading out her hands in front of us and say, "okay, lets all RUN!!!!!!!!" and she DID! SHE SUCCEED!!!!!!!
but the 3 of us were still left in the lift and we were all too shocked and too numb to move! and the guy, he was wanking in the middle of the door of the lif. and we were too scared to run out. and my fren, kitty, OUR HERO, actually spread out her hands and protected us. she asked the guy to go away. sarah and i were too scared. we hide behind her. till now, i feel so guilty for being so useless for hiding behind her.sarah too.we felt like wuss. sarah and kitty kept on screaming for cyn to come back. do you know that when the guy is wanking, he was enjoying it. HIS EXPRESSION! can u imagine?????!!!!! with the moaning expression. with THE TURNED ON EXPRESSION!! it was totally, totally SICK!!!
as cyn ran back into the danger zone, kitty took out her phone with shivering hands and started threathening the guy that if he dont leave, she will call the police. sarah also took out her phone but she was too scared to even press the key pad. but i was too shocked and couldnt do anythin. the guy started to panicked but he was still WANKING!! and he came closer to us....and started grabbing kitty's phone cause she placed her phone near her chest. at the same time, he was also trying to grab kitty's boobs. he grabbed a lot of times and we were all too shocked and kit and i started kicking him. he got scared and quickly ran out of the lif. and i quickly press the closing button. sarah and i kept on pressing it over and over again but it js wont close!!!!!! the lif door sucks! but finally, it closed and we went up to the cinema's floor. as the lif door close, kitty started crying and we all hugged her. it was such a sudden incident that we just couldnt forget about it. as we got out of the lif, the guys outside the lif was very nice. there were 3 of them. they were asking us what's wrong and wanted to help us to beat that guy up. they were being very friendly. and we called our friends who were in the arcade, to meet up asap. then kitty ran up to mark, and throw herself to him and started crying like hell.after meeting our friends, we asked adrian, our muscular protector aka macho man, pivian and winnie to follow us to go look for the guy to find the guy. sadly,we went up and down to the arcade,the ground floor and even stopped at the horrible FIFTH FLOOR!oly.but he just disappeared.lucky ass.i didnt even dare to touch the lift button thinking tht his dirty finger touched the same button.eww!!anyway,kitty was the victim but our hero.lucky she was there with her arms spread out shielding sarah n i.phew.n thru out the omen movie the image of the sick bastard kept popping out in our minds.we were like SOOOOO scared.talking about the sick man..then the black dogs pop out of the screen.holy!!! the stupid omen kid.darn devil.hope he dies.and also hope the sick guy get caught and...just get punished la.BE CAREFUL! this is a true story from a wild personal experience.dont read and tink 'cheh it wont happen to me' because thats what we thought too.but sadly...anyway,i say AGAIN!! beware of sickos like the 5th floor guy.wdv u do,stay calm like cyn but dont run out to the carpark like her.try to tink of something to save urself..like..kick his dick or something??i dont know.if only u dare.i know we were too scared to do anything and im sure that whoever who is in the situation will also be too shocked to move. but please DO NOT just stay there and do nothing about it because anything might happen.
when he was wanking, i was so scared that he is going to go up to any of us and grab us and start raping any of us. the thought of him kills me and haunts me till now.
worst of all, he doesnt look like those guys who has the pervertish look u noe?he looks like any other guy u see everywhere..with clean and neat clothes.. he looks harmless..but guess what? looks can be deceiving. so i hope that whoever who reads this will learn to protect themselves and will not react like us.

so yeah,this is the story.beware girls.beware....anyways, i was forced to watch the omen..wth! anyways, da motherf*ckin wanker was da freakiest highlight of da day...he deserves to rot in hell!!!

tues, 7th june

2006-06-07T23:56:00.000+08:00

last few days have been pretty dreading n i'm still pretty sleep deprived! lol! i'm also pretty bummed dat we gotta go back to sch next week, wif all da paper 3 crap..gosh! it's times like these dat life really sucks..lol! well, slept ard 2am last nite n was suppose to go for our sejarah(worst subject eva!) group study at 8.30 am dis mornin...anyways, was still in bed at 8.30am then i received a call at 8.45am asking where i was(it was pivian) lol...anyway, she said she'd give me till 9am..so i was like ok, jumped back into bed for abt 5-10 mins n was like...ah sh*t! gotta get up or else they're gonna F*&$ me up bad..lol...so dragged my ass over to mike's den we had snacks for breakfast while studyin..talk abt a healthy start..lol..well, did about one chapter n we couldn't take it anymore so we went to watch football...lols...den we went to see chin's house by surprise n messed up their group study too..lol...nah..i tink it was pretty messed up b4 we arrived so..not really our fault..lol..anyways, see chin's got a pretty nice crib..n she had dis nice lamp at her home bar...really cool..shud have taken a pic..ooops..forgot..maybe next time...anyways, den we headed to McDs to makan..den went back to mike's den went home...den tuition...gosh...since when did i even go to tuitions on holidays?..seriously, i can't recall when it started..n wads worse, today was da 2nd time dis hols dat i picked tuition over hangin out...EXACTLY! tuition! gosh..dis beta be worth it..lol..i miss form 4 or yrs b4 dat, just havin fun all da time, always pickin play over work cos u noe u culd but now?!?!..lol...growing up kinda sucks when it comes to dis..lol..haha..ok, dat's enuff complainin for now

hols-day 6 & 7

2006-06-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

---3/6/06---
was supposed to go hang wif my best mates but last minute changes made it impossible(lazy n other stuff)...gosh! i'm a horrible fren(i noe)..will try to make it up to u guys...anyways, my day was sumthin like dis...my mum drove me all da way to da music sch & da doors were closed den i was like, oh yea, today' s a public holiday!..lol..my mum just laughed n said sumthin bout oil prices jokingly(can't remember wad)...ended up goin back home where my aunt laughed at my sillyness(was rushing out for drum lessons earlier n ignoring her)...my aunt n bro just finished preparing some pizzas so i just did da baking n some cutting.. :P..hehe...den was supposed to go meet up wif sum frens but it was a bit late aldy cos had to go to church later so went to KGS with my mum, aunt, bro n sis cos my lil sis wanted to swim...anyways, at nite, church again ( sum prayer stuff has been goin on so has been there practically everynite ...wanna noe more...come check it out urself..hehe!....) so, it was a pretty usual day i guess....here's some pics...

looks gud?

see da cheese?

hehe! he was sayin"mine nicer!"

sleepin or swimmin? o.O

busy smsin....

da larger pool was so empty

cool playground...hehe

---4/6/o6---

went to church in da mornin den went out wif a fren...we wanted to go catch a movie but the movie we wanted to watch weren't out yet so we went to play pool n just hung ard town den we met up wif elaine who told me wad happened the nite b4 n luckily i didn't go wif dem...lol...well, it was a pretty boring day actually...was supposed to go to church at nite again(da prayer thing's still on) but ended up not goin cos my relatives came over for dinner..lol...dat's abt it i guess

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just another day

2006-05-31T22:12:00.000+08:00

today, woke up ard 1.30pm...lol...was busy blogging last nite..or maybe early dis mornin..anyways, went to tuition, replacement classes again...sigh...wad a sad holiday...den went to church at nite...yea, borin day..

anyways, there's one website dat my fren showed me d other day...kinda funny..check it out

http://www.syfc.org.sg/events/dvc/cinema.html

anyways, dat's about it...gonna go play Gunz soon..hehe..ciaoz

2nd day of da hols

2006-05-31T01:17:00.000+08:00

actually dis was meant for yesterday..30th may but it's aldy 12.o5am...lol...anyways, i woke up pretty earlier for a late nite n played Gunz ..it's an online game den went for drum lesson den online den went for sum INS dinner ( sum direct-selling thing dat my granny's very active in)...where there's dis 2 stars dat my mum went to fetch earlier today...i only recognized one of dem, this old lady ard 80 yrs old from sum local movies n there's dis other younger one who sings but i've neva heard of her..prolly a new star or sumthin...anyways, here r sum pics

earlier that day...da 80-yr-old actress, my sis, da younger singer dat i neva heard of n my granny

the younger singer

the ticket for da dinner

durin da dinner
da actress performing

Wizard of Oz

2006-05-29T16:55:00.001+08:00

The wizard of Oz is a musical drama my sch produced and was on show last weekend. Well, compared to joseph last yr, dis yr was much beta cos i'm in it(d orchestra..drums)..LOL!..JKJK...not dat presumptious..haha...but seriously, i tink da storyline last yr was much beta cos more siging n all dat but the show this yr went pretty well afta all...... my fav part was da part where da lil witch, rosalyn came out..she's so cute! i haven't actually watched da whole show yet cos i was blocked by sum speakers..sigh...will hafta wait for da DVDs then. Anyways, it's all over now, here r sum pics i managed to snap..btw, the dates are wrong

wad is kit tryin to do with her soyrich?

show off her soyrich again...0.o

me n mao li (flute)

Aaron (bassist)

alyssa

alena (sax)

the 2 cello players (samuel & monica)
sha n mua

haha...wads wif da expression?
me n the munchkins
orchestra ppl
samuel (cello)
me n al
da orchestra's nest
me n erv (flute)
wid da 2 cowardly lions/unc. henry
the good witch, dunno wad sarah's lookin at
mua n nurjas (she looks dark here..lol!)
chillin at bing afta da final nite
tiff(dorothy) n anna(gloria)
my new "maki"licious fren..LOL
me sae n mr. prefect for 2 days
hehe..alex suddenly pop up from nowhere

aren't they sweet?..kids just love khang
she's so cute..lol
wid da munchkins at the dressing room backstage
me n ashley
JiTteRbUgS!!!

Miri...a bit late..lol

2006-05-29T16:55:00.000+08:00

here r da pics from miri dat i promised earlier..have been crazy busy..lol

5B girl gang..lol

the guys tryin to do their kung-fu post at the city fan

and now, their kung-fu kick

in the bus

i tink alicia was goin 'jia you'..lol...dunno wad 4 tho

sarajane remembering her childhood days

apple vs apple

hehe! posers..lol

showing off their"sexy" asses..lol!...ivan n dex..tempted to touch..lol

inside da grand old lady of miri's building

at some park nearby da hotel...waitin 4 check-in

winnie just couldn't keep her tongue to herself

missed da mariotte breakfast..piv's eatin her heart out proves it all..lol

no idea wad she's doin

part of mariotte's pool

in da bus, on da way to curtin

don't we look like the judges on d idol series?

intro talk to curtin

she had a late night...wondered y?...lol :p

our hike at lambir park which brought us to sum lousy small waterfall...lol

the beach

hotties by da beach..lol

at the airport, waitin for flight back to kch...sigh

in the flight back to kch

Photo's from Great Wall

2006-05-15T23:05:00.000+08:00

anyways, am back from miri, sch today was tiring n every1 was practically sleepin thru every class..lol..we're such piggies...anyways, will upload miri pics later..now, i'll just upload pics from da studio d other day dis was from the photo-takin session the other day.